Im not quite sure why I can never make my parents happy.

Mother always thinks I am not motivated or passionate about my craft. She constantly gets on me for not working out enough (I agree though. I do need to work out more). She also seems to think that she is putting more effort into my auditions than I do. Its complete bullshit. I am very passionate about what I do and put my life into it. I just have work, school, and acting consuming my life and to put all of my down time into rehearsing audition pieces is exhausting. It makes me sick. Seriously, like physically sick. I always have a headache, my body is killing me, and I think Im getting depressed. I do need to focus on the auditions, but once I have more time, it will get easier to do so.

Dad is just never happy. He seems to get upset about the smallest things now. Not putting one glass in the dishwasher. Using his cup. Parking too close behind him in the driveway. Can I ever do anything right for him? I have absolutely no idea

Im so sick.

Made enough money closing at work tonight to pay for my traffic ticket. Working on Saturday will hopefully get me closer to getting my new Droid Eris. Can’t wait. 

Finally time for bed. This weekend: 2nd weekend for Charley’s Aunt. Cousins are in town. The Wilson’s are coming to visit. Work. Audition rehearsing. 

Shit.

Going to bed now.

Goodnight moon.